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Alison Roosevelt. 5 feet tall. aged 20 years. EDNOS, atypical depression, and generalized anxiety. Recovering in New York City

September 16, 2014 at 11:50pm
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happyhealthyanna said: i know you’ll do what’s best for you :) and i’m always a skype call away if you ever need to vent.

d’aww likewise :)
even though we’ve still never skyped bc I’m a butt

I just want to get my nervous energy out to someone who is getting paid for it, and therefore won’t get sick of it, haha

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I might look into going back to my old therapist. The one I had before my ED specialist lady.

The ED specialist lady was helpful in getting me to where I needed to be (and still am) binge-wise. She and I had both agreed that I’d gotten to a point where we no longer needed to meet, and I still feel that way. Also, she just sort of gave me bad vibes as a person; she was generally very stoic, but I had to call her out a few times for getting overly frustrated with me (but she never explained why she was upset with me, even though she affirmed that she was). 
Plus, I felt like I couldn’t talk to her about other, non-ED parts of my life, because she struck me as sort of a fake, judgmental person.

But the guy I had before that is an awesome dude. He’s been my brother’s therapist for like 12 years straight now. I stopped seeing him because I needed more ED-intensive sessions, but I love him as a person. He’s very wise and he has a great sense of humor. Unlike the other lady, I generally felt like I could tell him whatever, and he wouldn’t judge me at all. 
I think I could benefit from going back to him, just to get some of his sage advice and calming presence every week. I’ve been doing very well therapy-free for the past few months, but since school has started, I feel more stressed, and I’d like another outlet that isn’t my boyfriend (or this blog, I guess).
I’m going to talk to my parents and see what they say. They were really wary of me leaving therapy in the first place, plus they’re very pro-therapy, so I’m sure it won’t take any convincing (I say convincing, because the guy is pricey).

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When I’m dating a man I’m no longer bisexual

Just like when I’m at home, I’m no longer employed

Or when I’m not studying I’m no longer a student.

Mmm object impermanency 

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Our new addition to our blog group


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Straight haired person: Just comb it!
Curly haired person:

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I hope the porn blogs following me are learning a lot about social justice

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im not ashamed to admit that id let 26 year old Joe Biden hit it


im not ashamed to admit that id let 26 year old Joe Biden hit it

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I love my skin!

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  • my professor replied to my email, so I’ll be meeting with him on Thursday to discuss potentially doing research with him (!!!)
  • going out for coffee with a friend after class tomorrow
  • I’m really really excited for fall this year, which is new for me. I want to do a lot of fall-type activities, but I’m not even sure what (last year, boyfriend and I went to a fall festival, did a maize maze, picked a pumpkin, and picked apples, so I’m sure what we should do this time around)
  • bought a few pairs of cute panties for cheap at Nordstrom Rack
  • I am still being grossly unproductive in regard to my textbook readings

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I can assure you, your bag is not focusing on the lecture like you hoped it would.
As such, it really does not need its own chair.

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Oh I’m a criminal pathology with a history of medical care; I’m a frantic shopper and a brave pill popper, and they say my kind are rare.

— "Christmas Unicorn"
Sufjan Stevens

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Outfit today is all black. Feeling this fall weather.

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First selfie in my new flat! (at Sheffield City Centre)


First selfie in my new flat! (at Sheffield City Centre)