September 16, 2014 at 11:50pm
happyhealthyanna said: i know you’ll do what’s best for you :) and i’m always a skype call away if you ever need to vent.
d’aww likewise :)
even though we’ve still never skyped bc I’m a buttI just want to get my nervous energy out to someone who is getting paid for it, and therefore won’t get sick of it, haha
I might look into going back to my old therapist. The one I had before my ED specialist lady.
The ED specialist lady was helpful in getting me to where I needed to be (and still am) binge-wise. She and I had both agreed that I’d gotten to a point where we no longer needed to meet, and I still feel that way. Also, she just sort of gave me bad vibes as a person; she was generally very stoic, but I had to call her out a few times for getting overly frustrated with me (but she never explained why she was upset with me, even though she affirmed that she was).
Plus, I felt like I couldn’t talk to her about other, non-ED parts of my life, because she struck me as sort of a fake, judgmental person.
But the guy I had before that is an awesome dude. He’s been my brother’s therapist for like 12 years straight now. I stopped seeing him because I needed more ED-intensive sessions, but I love him as a person. He’s very wise and he has a great sense of humor. Unlike the other lady, I generally felt like I could tell him whatever, and he wouldn’t judge me at all.
I think I could benefit from going back to him, just to get some of his sage advice and calming presence every week. I’ve been doing very well therapy-free for the past few months, but since school has started, I feel more stressed, and I’d like another outlet that isn’t my boyfriend (or this blog, I guess).
I’m going to talk to my parents and see what they say. They were really wary of me leaving therapy in the first place, plus they’re very pro-therapy, so I’m sure it won’t take any convincing (I say convincing, because the guy is pricey).
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